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Saturday, November 27, 2004

hum. ironically, this is the 456th day since I joined xanga with this account.

I think I'll really stay off xanga for good. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'll still comment on people's xangas and what-nots.... but ehh, I guess it's over for me, the blogging part of xanga, for reals.

check out my freewebs and livejournal whenever you guys wish to. else, tata.


THIS XANGA IS NO MORE.




P.S. Thanks for the constructive comments for my last post, you guys. much <33 to Angela L., Zuodi L., Lynn V., and Anh N. I love supportive people like you guys. :)



Sunday, November 21, 2004

*sigh* once more again, I'm whining... but can I help it? I'm just a human... right?

and, guess what, it's annoying AIM people again. always, and at first, I thought AIM is supposed to help me understand and interact with people more. but it seems to be the opposite lately. getting pushed away, shunned, cursed at.... what more damage can it do to me?

plus, my family hasn't been really supportive of me lately (not that they've ever been...but it's like... negative negative negative. --not double negative cuz that makes it... positive? >_>; -- ).... and yeah.

I've been wondering what's wrong with me lately... and Helen had said (in puddle online) that lately I look so lonely... perhaps that's it... but, hey. how can I change it when all everyone does is pushing me away or just ignoring me...?!?! I'm sorry for ever existing... but could I have changed that?

who the fuck am I kidding??

I'm unwanted, it's as simple as that.




-- edit --

all people want from me is that they can find possible chances to take advantage of me... as can be proven by:

"anonymous" -- can I borrow your disks?
me -- no.

and then the obvious immature reaction --- the person blocked me.

I mean, omg. A few months ago I could have swore you are my FRIEND... someone I can rely on and vice versa.... not someone that only wants this so-called "friendship" just so they can TAKE ADVANTAGE of me...?! wtf is wrong with your FUCKING BRAINS?!



obviously I'm and have been emotionally unstable... but hey, it's inevitable... that's what you get when you have a messed up family... and a messed up life.

it was wrong for me to be born about 15 years ago.
it was wrong for me to even immigrate from my already crappy, spoiled life.
it was wrong for me to ever exist.
it was wrong that I've ever thought that I'm important...


again, who the fuck am I kidding?

no one cares. grow up. the end of a sad life.





and on a side note... Anh has like... the greatest thoughts ever. much props to Anh. <3!!


Sunday, November 14, 2004

WOAH. unlucky day. o_O

444 days since I joined xanga on this account.... [4 is a bad luck number in chinese... o.o;; cuz it sounds like "die/death" O__O;; ]


but yeah.. noticed I didn't post that my xanga finally got fixed... like a while ago. xP so yeah... yay! :P

it'll stay this way... till I want to change it or something. xP yup. :)


and... marching band's over.... if you exclude monday (clean up day) and wednesday (band banquet :D ) yup.

yesterday, our last competition placed us in 2nd place.... we ruled Santa Teresa and got owned by Oak Grove . . . oh, wells. we did it, in any case... bye bye to the seniors. :'( this was (or should be) their last time marching with us... *sigh*



mm... what else...? I don't really think there's anything else... soo... bb. xD

P.S. bis bald means see you soon in German! xD


Saturday, November 06, 2004

mm... hehe. a long weekend looking forward to... but much of it is occupied by band... =/ *sigh* >_<;

anyways... something I stole from Michelle who stole it from Lynn and... ehh.. yeah. XD

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.

the bolds are the extremely true ones. the underlines are true depending on situations. the italics are the ones I'm not too sure about. and the ones struck out are the positively negative ones. :)

ehh... yeah... a lot of markings. xP ...oops?? ^__^;

:edit:

so went to explore more of the site...



Take the quiz: "What type of music are you?"

Rap
Rap, rap, rap until you drop, drop, drop. You're rap!

lame.... I scored equally on classic and rap.... why do I have to be rap. T_T

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Take the quiz: "What swear word are you?"

You Are Bastard!
You're a bastard, you fucking b!


....a very odd quiz.
o_O

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Take the quiz: "What instrument are you?"

Drums
You are the Drums. You set the tempo for how things are. You have to stay consistant though because you do not want to through everyone off and then the bass player will have get you in the right place again.


.....yay? o.O ... the possible results: drums, keyboards, guitar, bass... huh... Jazz instruments? O.o;;

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Take the quiz: "What does your music taste say about you?"

perky (more than likely popular :-/ .
Ehh. you might be kind of preppy, but that's ok, you're a person too. I respect your taste, even though I'd rather burn my ears out with a hot steele rod than listen to Britney Spears, Blink, or Simple Plan.


...uhhh... no. o.Oa I listen to...non-american music... shoot me? >_<;

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Take the quiz: "What kind of best friend are you?"

You're an ok friend.
You are pretty cool, but you could still use some work. You're a mediocre friend.


... T_T that really hurts... :( *kicks the stupid quiz*

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Take the quiz: "Which Genre Of Music Are You? (Varied Outcomes)"

Rock
Nice...Not To Heavy Mainly Good Songs...Interesting!


...how am I related to rock? o_O ... that's so weird. o.o;

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Take the quiz: "What musical instrument is for you?"

flute
Flute!


hahaha... but I scored equally on Clarinet, Drums, and Violin.... whatcha say, eh? XD

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Take the quiz: "Which Gundam Seed song are you?"

Anna ni issho datta no ni

....huh. o_O ... but but but.... I scored equally for "akatsuki no kuruma! T_T !!!!"

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Take the quiz: "Whats your true LABEL!?"

Aww, You're emo
BooHoo!Go Mope around Now..I personally Hate emo Kids, I mean having the attitude is bad enough.. And Now that Its related to music..... ::shiver::


hahahaha... how sad of me. xP Emo, eh? :)

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whee that was long. X__X anyways...

:end of edit:


Sunday, October 31, 2004

new look -- Fallen Leaves . . .

 

anyways, in a rush... I'll edit this thing further when I get the time... peace out.



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